I`m so scared of which way I should go. I've got hope flowing so fast into my soul. Just get up off this floor. To come so far and not lose touch. The crippling grief consumed so much. Innocence just torn apart. A Reckless youth a broken heart. Empty bottles wretching guts. Too many nights not giving fucks. I'm always lost I always will be. Self destruct just spills out of me. I'm always lost I always will be. It's what happens when your not with me. Fire in my heart and grit in my teeth. Years spent cursing my luck. All this time I've erased from the clock. I promise you I'll never give up. All this love. All this hope. Hide the pain. Try to cope. I've told myself i`ll never take that path. Can't bear to leave you till my very last. Trust when I say I'll be ok. If I can find a breath I can find a way.